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Let’s say you run.You, not me.You’re not running with a spear or an axe waving above your head towards some tasty animal you wish to catch and consume and you’re not running away from a big monster...
View ArticleAn occurrence at Fargo Street
This weekend just past was when I began my attempts at walking like a human again. Up and down stairs even, without a cane, one foot in front of the other. With mixed success. But you’ve got to start...
View ArticleI am not a burrito
This is going to be difficult to write. It is going to be difficult to write because of what is going on in my life as of late. It is going to be difficult to write because I only possess four blank...
View ArticleI am a swallow risk
Six weeks after they put me out, there’s a lot that’s still not working.Like eating.And seeing one of things.
View ArticleICU
Total independence to zero independence. Now I can remember waking up, my face pressed, too hard probably, up against a bed railing (plastic). And what I can only assume to be a tube down my throat and...
View ArticleFolli's recuperation
It was APS, today was, at Folli’s door. Adult Protective Services, APS, if you somehow – and this seems prohibitively unlikely so why should we dwell on it? – come from a place where our wide world...
View ArticleReality is as thin as paper and betrays with all its cracks its imitative nature
Is this thing I’m making a fiction journal? Is it a thing about fighting lymphoma now? I do not know.Lymphoma. I wrote that down, just the word and barely legible, inside the front cover of my black...
View ArticleThe girl in the red pants (redux)
I went to the hospital for six days. That’s nearly a week I spent in the hospital this week. For chemo. Four kinds of chemo. Four. Four kinds of chemo in six days, which is a lot of chemo, it seems...
View ArticleNot a dancing slave of King Cicada
King Cicada pulled at the chains, drawing his slaves out towards him. It was disgusting, that much is safe to say, it was disgusting objectively, you’ll see, few if any would disagree and of those who...
View ArticleThe story so far
Back in March, I went to the hospital:That hospital flew me to a different hospital:I almost died. I did not die.People came to visit me in the hospital.My brother even tried to communicate with me:I...
View ArticleSomething atavistic rumbles through
This is the room, I could describe it at length, even ad nauseum if I cared to which I do not, where I stay when I stay here at the hospital. The windows you see over there, they look like doors or...
View ArticleRIP Jerry C Larson Jr (Harry Hamid)
Jerry (Harry Hamid) passed away August 27, 2019 My heart will never heal from this, but I guess I will have to live with it. I wish there was a way that I could tell everyone who my brother was. He was...
View ArticleThe Heroes of Harry
My Heroes William Douglas - on the Supreme Court for longer than any other person, 38 years. He wrote Griswald v Conn, which is what Roe v Wade is based on. He was an environmentalist. He was a great...
View ArticleRandom Interests of Harry and I
Harry and I had a lot in common when it came to different things in life. He and I would send each other things that were kind of odd or we would think are interesting ideas. I feel that I need that...
View ArticleI am still here to tell the tales of Harry
I am still here.I am still here to tell you about Harry.Though I am still here, I am not sure how to adjust to life without Harry.Death is a strange thing. But the life after the death of someone close...
View ArticleKeep your feet on the ground, and keep reaching for the stars
July 4, 1970, until August 6, 1988, Casey Kasem hosted the American Top 40 on the radio. Through many of those years, Harry would listen to the four hour long program. Each week he would document in...
View ArticleWhat the Hell is Going On?: Assorted Noises, Sounds and Flights of Fancy
I cannot share this with Harry, so I will share it with you. Harry and I were sorta in our own worlds with our creative items, I never read his two novels, he never listened to the cassette I gave him...
View ArticleHarry Made Me Do It
The title of this post with the name Harry in it kind of loses some of its meaning in a way. I will continue to share tales, writings and other things about Harry here. There are conversations that I...
View ArticleHarry's Top Ten albums 2000-2018
I have written before about Harry's lists like his Top Ten albums lists that he would send out to us all at the end of each year. From the days of listening to Kasey Kasem's Top 40, he had a thing for...
View ArticleAugust
August.This month will be a year. It will already be a year. I have made no headway in trying to get any of his writings together. I have barely cracked the surface of copying and pasting all of his...
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